Daikkirai demo arigatou



moshi mata anata ni
aeru no nara hitotsudake
kika sete hoshii no
isshoni sugoshita jikan wa doudemo
ii youna owari dattakara

I'm so not over you

honto wa ne dokokade battari anatani attara
nagutte yarutte omotteru
demo hontowa ne tabun ne anatano kao wo mitara
nai teshimaundarouna
koe mo dase nakute

aishiterutte nando mo iitta nowa
hontodattano ichido demo ?
daikirai datte moshi ima ie tatoshitara
mune no itami wa kierukana ?
wasurerareru no kana ?

( imamade arigato ) sorede owari ni dekiru nowa
oi teku hou dake
puraido tokajanaku oi tekareru houwa sonnasuguni zettai omoe nai

I'm so not over you

ima demo ne dokokade battari anatani attara
nagutte yaritaitte omotteru
demohontowa ne kitto ne
anatano kao wo mitara
yurushi teshimau kamo na
nanimo ie nakute

sobani irutte nando mo itta nowa
hontodattano ichido demo ?
kono omoi wa mune no itami wa itsumade
kurushi maseruno ? naka seruno ?

aishiterutte nando mo itta nowa
hontodattano ichido demo ?
daikirai datte ooki na koe de iie temo
mune no itami wa tada kitto fue rudake nandarou
kono omoi ni mo ieru hi wa kuru kana ?
( dai ki rai ... demo arigato ...)


If I could see you again
there's just one thing I'd want you to hear
The time we spent together was
somehow still good because it ended

I'm so not over you

Well, the truth is that if I were to unexpectedly run into you somewhere,
I think I'd punch you
But honestly, if I saw your face I'd probably
cry and not be able to speak

I said I love you so many times,
but was it even true once?
Now, if I decide to say that I hate you,
I wonder if the pain in my heart would disappear?
Would I be able to forget?

For everything you've done, thank you Then, at the end
all I can do is leave things alone
It's not something like pride, but leaving things to fade so soon is
something I definitely can't think about

I'm so not over you

But now, if I were to unexpectedly run into you somewhere,
I think I'd want to punch you
But honestly, certainly if I saw your face
I'd probably forgive you and not be able to say a word

I said I'd be by your side so many times,
but was it even true once?
Will this thought and pain in my heart
forever cause me sorrow ? Make me cry?

I said I love you so many times,
but was it even true once?
If I could say that I hate you in a loud voice
the pain in my heart would probably just increase;
With this thought, I wonder if the day when I can speak out will come?

I hate you... but thank you...